ameliejay

I wish to have a merry peaceful christmas ! !

♥ aLy ♥

I wish that tomorrow wasnt my birthday.
I wish it could be posponed until i had something to do or people to ber here.
I wish that i wasn't getting old.
dang..22 ugh

stepstomarrow
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I wish...

I wasn't surrounded by idiots IRL

I could re-roll my attributes.

I had a djinn under my control.

I wasn't a fat ugly old weird-beard.

I wasn't bipolar.

That I had learned and implemented healthy eating and exercise habits when I was a teenager.

That I could form meaningful friendships that I don't screw up by being an asshole, sinking into the abyssal depths of a depressive episode, or just losing contact.

I had never met the woman who broke my heart, twice.

I was still in contact with some old friends of mine from college, they taught me how to have fun.

I could assume total control over the political process as a complete dictator in the United States of America for 1 calendar year and implement meaningful reform to all three branches of the Federal government, the bureaucracy, and the Federal Code.

I could keep my study and bedroom clean.

I could go dancing without feeling foolish.

Certain politicians in office in the United States right now would just suddenly resign for no apparent reason.

That I lived in the Caribbean on a private island, and had no worries about money.

An Ill Wind by Bob Smith of Foreman

Sow the wind and reap the whirlwind,
What you plant will come up,in spades!
We've planted ungodly behavior, Now we're reaping diseases like Aids,
Tornadoes and earthquakes and famine are a threat to life and limb,
and kicking GOD out of the USA has led to the fix we're in !

"Why do the heathen rage?" (Ps2:1), You really want to know why?
They've denied the God of Creation, and now many are going to die.
They perish for the lack of knowledge; they don't know the WORD that He sent,
They've taken leave of their senses, and to the devil it's been lent.

The lying lips of lethargic leaders have led us all astray,
Seeming to praise the God of Heaven, but their actions belie what they say..
They've turned their back on Jesus Christ and forgotten about the Cross,
Now our land is full of sickness and sin, because God's no longer the boss.

It wasn't meant to be this way -- our father's before us knew better,
and they drafted the Constitution so religion would not be a fetter.
They believed in the God of the Bible; the place where they laid their right hand,
But now the highest court has agreed it's a book that ought to be banned!

Maybe we ought to abort the Court, and rid our land of the heathen,
Since disease is rampant everywhere, and the turmoil keeps on seethin..
It's the children we hate to see suffer - they're the ones who pay the price
For the ungodly counsel of the unbelievers; they and their stinking advice.

The Great Commandment, Jesus said, is to love the Lord your GOD,
Teach it diligently to your children, so their feet will be spiritually shod.
But we've sent them barefoot on their way, off to 'Egyptian Schools',
And now we've become a wicked nation, full of educated fools!

I wish December didn't suck so much.

I wish the snow would last until Febuary.

I wish I could get a break from my own head.

I wish I wasn't so god damn huge.

I wish people will have a nice Christmas.

I wish I wasn't such a coward.

I wish my brother and I will get some time alone so we can catch up on all the time we've lost.

i wish i had a paid account for more user pics. i wish i could put a smile on everyone's face. i wish everyone who's taking finals this week is doing well. i wish everyone has a great day

 I wish my head would stop pounding .

I wish I didn't feel so malaise.

I can't put my finger on it but, something's not right. It's making me sleep more than usual and I just don't feel motivated to do anything. Even watching things feels like an effort in itself, which is terrible! When I kept myself active for a few days, despite feeling this way, it backfired and now I truly don't feel up to doing anything whatsoever. Just inconvenient 'cause I need to study effectively, yet I can't quite get into the studying-zone. I know I can do it, I guess I just don't want to. I don't have the patience for anything but sleep.

I hope I get over this soon and do well in my exams.

I wish I didn't feel inadequate as a human being, just because I am overweight.  

there is no world
no universe

there is only 
the one room
with only 
the one window
and the one set of drapes
and the one breeze
blowing across your face

there are no memories
just the sense 
that everything already happened
and you missed it

you were in the bathtub
soaking in fear

you forgot to rejoice
you had no memory
you had only the want

you know this
but remember

the want always wants

and when you can no longer serve the want

you'll be left alone by want
in the one room
with the one window
and the one breeze
with no memories
just a sense 
that everything already happened
and you missed it

ahead of you
the mountain looms larger
and this is cause for alarm
and behind you 
the echoes of laughter 
the warmth of a kiss upon your cheek
and this is cause for sadness

and yet
neither reach out far enough 
to touch you
and though they heckle from the sidelines
and intimidate with their cackles
they know their own limitations

the great fear 
of tomorrow 
and of yesterday 
is that you will realize 
in this moment
neither can touch you

I wish....

the universe would just stop getting in the way.

You Are To Me

Like a drumbeat
Clear and loud
Through miles of fog and lots of sound
Like a lightbulb
Turning on:
Sharp relief from shadows

Caught between ending and starting
Days follow nights follow days
Moving and tumbling and reeling
Spinning circles inside a maze

Like a bird's wings
Opening up
To soar; to fall;
To hope for more
Like a motor's starting purr
A goodbye, a return, a chance
That's what you are to me

You're the sun out on the horizon
Rising or sinking, no one can say
You're the moon, orbiting an orbiting globe
And never seen in the day

You're like curry
Spicy and warm
Familiar and foreign
At once
And you're like a singer's
Encore song
The cherry on the whipped cream

We're caught between ending and starting
Our days follow nights follow days
We're moving and tumbling and reeling
Spinning circles inside out maze

I wish I had a job. Colton's would not work for me, because Kaitie works there....Or I wish she would get fired so I could work there.

I wish Jacob would tell me how he feels. Ughh

I wish these next 7 months would fly by!!!

I wish that things weren't so uncertain. I wish I knew how you felt or what you wanted. I wish I didn't have this feeling that you don't really like me at all.

I wish you weren't so passive or indecisive when I ask you simple questions.

I wish you would stop being worried about me, and asking me whether or not I'm unhappy/okay or if I regret something. I wish that you wouldn't repeatedly ask me these same worry-related questions, because my answers are always the same. I'm happy, I'm fine, and I don't regret anything, so please stop asking and accept my answers.

I wish I could communicate my feelings better to you.
I wish I wasn't so boring, and make silly little jokes on the spot like you do.
I wish I were better at co-op video games so neither of us would be frustrated because I die so many times in one level. I wish I didn't suck so much at the new Super Mario Bros.

i wish monday was here, i'm ready to see my family.
i wish spock would just chill out and stop thinking he can jump on everything.
i wish the rest of my finals go smoothly.
i wish that i'll be able to give logan & cathy their cards & gift cards before finals are over with; i don't want to have to wait till botany next semester
i wish i wasn't hypoglycemic and not eating wouldn't make dizzy.


i wish everyone has a great day (yeah i know i'm a bit late in the day)

I wish I didn't get drunk and hit that punching bag until the skin of my knuckles just rubbed off.

i wish there was a manual for life.. it would be so much easier knowing exactly what you have to do..

I wish this amazing happy feeling could last far longer.
I wish everyone felt as awesome as I did right now.
I wish I could just tell everyone how proud I am of myself for a change.
I wish I could enjoy this moment would feeling guilty for the one time that I truly do feel like bragging about something.